| Re: All I had to do was LOOK and BELIEVE! [message #1469 is a reply to message #1468] |
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Denryu
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Registered: July 2012
Location: American Fork
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Jules,
Thanks for sharing those great experiences! I can relate - a lot!
I had a very beautiful experience throughout the night last night. Still, I have not gotten an answer to THE question. I am very grateful for feeling the Lord's love for me, and the experiences that I am having. I don't feel that I am not getting an answer due to unbelief, unless it is unbelief in myself.
I am going to do as you did and study more the experiences of those here on Elliason. I find myself wondering - do I need to fast? Go up into the mountains? Clean my home so it is more temple-like? Or is it that I want the wrong things, another box to check off as completed, wanting to be one of the cool kids. 
I really appreciated your post. I am being comforted and encouraged that "all will be well."
I will say, I HAVE asked the question, more than once...and have gotten no answer. Of course, sometimes I am not sure what "sign" it would take for me to believe an answer...a voice in my head, good feelings, to me do not seem to be the "more sure word".
It's not about faith in the Savior - it is just that I don't know and am having a hard time determining if I have received my C&E - and part of it is that I feel like if I had it wouldn't be something that I would have questions or doubts about.
Libertas optimas rarem, nunquam servili sub nexu.
"There is no gift like Liberty, therefore never live under slavery."
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