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Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E [message #1309 is a reply to message #1304]

Thu, 25 October 2012 00:42

Denryu
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I've had some interesting struggles with the spirit tonight. One thing I am being told is a shortcomng is my lack of compassion. I don;t have it in me, yet, to pray for my enemies. At some of my low times, I don;t even wish my friends particularly well - not bad either, but let's just say my circle of light narrows down to me and those very closest to me and not much farther.

I do have some high points where I have great and marvelous experiences, but the impression I am getting is that I am still too unsteady or unreliable - I do have great moments of insight where I "get it" and I am blessed greatly but then I proceed to fall into error (is that what is meant by not receiving the gift, I wonder?)

I'm learning but I'm not living. I UNDERSTAND SO MUCH, but it is still theory, I am not experiencing it as it is intended.

For instance, I get that the temple endowment is simply a warm up, and I understand what the REAL endowment is (I think, and am pretty sure) but I still haven't received it! I want it! The spiritual ears are open and can hear, but the spiritual eyes are NOT opening and I don't know how to get them open!

Maybe I need to be consistently on a higher plane rather than ascending to a certain point, plateau, and then dropping again(?) I don't know that seems to be it.

Libertas optimas rarem, nunquam servili sub nexu.
"There is no gift like Liberty, therefore never live under slavery."

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		A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Denryu on Mon, 30 July 2012 07:50
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Denryu on Mon, 30 July 2012 09:10
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Amonhi on Mon, 30 July 2012 09:36
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Denryu on Mon, 30 July 2012 09:49
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: BringerOfJoy on Mon, 30 July 2012 11:48
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: dimiwill on Wed, 10 October 2012 02:07
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Ashleyd on Wed, 10 October 2012 21:58
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Denryu on Wed, 17 October 2012 00:58
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Denryu on Wed, 17 October 2012 01:16
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: JulesGP on Wed, 17 October 2012 02:59
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Ashleyd on Mon, 22 October 2012 18:54
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Amonhi on Wed, 24 October 2012 08:15
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: JulesGP on Wed, 24 October 2012 13:30
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Denryu on Wed, 24 October 2012 22:37
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Denryu on Thu, 25 October 2012 00:42
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Denryu on Thu, 25 October 2012 01:39
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Dragon on Thu, 25 October 2012 06:54
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: zephyr on Thu, 25 October 2012 08:31
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: zephyr on Thu, 25 October 2012 08:50
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Ashleyd on Fri, 26 October 2012 00:45
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Ashleyd on Fri, 26 October 2012 01:03
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: JulesGP on Fri, 26 October 2012 01:52
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Denryu on Thu, 01 November 2012 13:47
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: JulesGP on Thu, 01 November 2012 14:11
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Ashleyd on Thu, 01 November 2012 15:04
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: JulesGP on Fri, 26 October 2012 02:13
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Denryu on Fri, 26 October 2012 09:15
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Denryu on Fri, 26 October 2012 09:20
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Ashleyd on Fri, 26 October 2012 10:08
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: zephyr on Sun, 28 October 2012 13:57
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: JulesGP on Sun, 28 October 2012 14:25
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Ashleyd on Sun, 28 October 2012 14:54
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Denryu on Mon, 29 October 2012 00:05
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: zephyr on Thu, 01 November 2012 22:39
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Dragon on Mon, 30 July 2012 14:05
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Denryu on Thu, 02 August 2012 09:35
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: JulesGP on Thu, 02 August 2012 12:35
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Dragon on Thu, 02 August 2012 15:57
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: zephyr on Fri, 24 August 2012 06:41
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Denryu on Fri, 02 November 2012 13:53
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: JulesGP on Fri, 02 November 2012 15:41
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: zephyr on Fri, 02 November 2012 16:25
		Re: A lifetime of miracles, still waiting for C&E By: Seeker on Sun, 04 November 2012 07:56

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